Kahin to.............................

At 2 a.m. in the morning listening to this wonderful song i was looking at her picture trying to work out what might have been my course of life if i had told her!
Two years ago , on a saturday morning i had seen her for the first time in my life,when she walked on to the stage with the pace and mannerism of a princess of some distant kingdom and held the mic close to her lips . I had stood there watching her in complete awe, her black dress taking over my whole world .The lights in the hall had gone dimmer and dimmer,until they were no more than a blessing on me, so that i could see her and only her! For that moment the world had ceased to exist for me,nothing mattered more to me than her.As i stood there ,for a moment she looked at me or i thought that she looked at me.I must have been on cloud no.9 at that moment.Her voice had a mesmerizing effect and a sweetness such that i had never felt and heard before.Throughout the entire event i must have been her most attentive listener without being distracted even for one minute.Hours flew past me and then as all good things come to an end she said her concluding verses and left the stage to vanish in the unknown classrooms from where she had come from.
Back then i was not the same guy as people know me now.And she was like a greek goddess to me.Her aura,her magic had left me spell bound then.
It has been one year since i had last seen her and talked to her.But still her memories linger on with me in my heart.
Have the feelings have changed since then ? i donot know.It might have been just another crush of a guy on a girl or it could have been the true love of a soul for her eternal cunterpart.It is said that the bonds formed with our loved ones donot die with the body .They our so strong and pure that in every birth as a mortal being we bring them along with us into this world.Its like our destiny in linked with them and their's with ours.May be she is the one meant for me and may be she knows that too.
Life is full of uncertainities so i think its better for me to leave all these things on the grand puppetteer who is pulling the strings of fate.
But still if she is not the one for me then " kahin to hogi woh..........................."