At 2 a.m. in the morning listening to this wonderful song i was looking at her picture trying to work out what might have been my course of life if i had told her!
Two years ago , on a saturday morning i had seen her for the first time in my life,when she walked on to the stage with the pace and mannerism of a princess of some distant kingdom and held the mic close to her lips . I had stood there watching her in complete awe, her black dress taking over my whole world .The lights in the hall had gone dimmer and dimmer,until they were no more than a blessing on me, so that i could see her and only her! For that moment the world had ceased to exist for me,nothing mattered more to me than her.As i stood there ,for a moment she looked at me or i thought that she looked at me.I must have been on cloud no.9 at that moment.Her voice had a mesmerizing effect and a sweetness such that i had never felt and heard before.Throughout the entire event i must have been her most attentive listener without being distracted even for one minute.Hours flew past me and then as all good things come to an end she said her concluding verses and left the stage to vanish in the unknown classrooms from where she had come from.
Back then i was not the same guy as people know me now.And she was like a greek goddess to me.Her aura,her magic had left me spell bound then.
It has been one year since i had last seen her and talked to her.But still her memories linger on with me in my heart.
Have the feelings have changed since then ? i donot know.It might have been just another crush of a guy on a girl or it could have been the true love of a soul for her eternal cunterpart.It is said that the bonds formed with our loved ones donot die with the body .They our so strong and pure that in every birth as a mortal being we bring them along with us into this world.Its like our destiny in linked with them and their's with ours.May be she is the one meant for me and may be she knows that too.
Life is full of uncertainities so i think its better for me to leave all these things on the grand puppetteer who is pulling the strings of fate.
But still if she is not the one for me then " kahin to hogi woh..........................."
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boo-hoo..
welcome 2 da world of blogging..u'll go a long way..gr8 job dun.though without my expert comments....it wud never had been possible......so dis 1's just a formality....coz da 0 comments was not looking good..on dis wonderful post....
neways...dat gurl must really b vry charming..hope u meet her 1 day..!!
and for rest....all da best..happy blogging
so simple..... yet so wonderful....
made me remember ma own days....
when jus' a innocent smile of some unknown passing girl....
made me feel elated.....
keep the post alive dude...
n u might find ur soulmate.... right here...
yaar karan.......i read ur blog with utmost interest......and i found it not just appreciable but more than that........but just to give u my critical views....ur blog was somewhat unrealistic or rather more divine.....life after death or the philosophy of birth and death is quite itself philosophical...........and in believing on such ideologies is quite difficult for a person like me.........because whatever u wrote down quite applies to my life also.....difference being that instead of singer she was a dancer.......and instead of 2 years.....it has been 3 years since......so i had same feelings as yours right now but that were 1 year before......now they have changed......and changed for something worse.......but anyways....i'm getting more philosophical than required......but i just want to give an advice to u ..........................if u really love her the way u hv described........don't wait any further....try to contact her...and express ur most deeply embedded true feelings to her.......this is only i can say to u
its beautiful. i dont know what to say. i wish i could do something now. but i can understand your pain. i know how it feels to lose the one you love most. i ve lost many believe me. well i didnt want our friendship to end but i guess that will help you a lot. m sorry for disappointing you and there was a very major mistake. u chose the wrong girl. but you are a great guy karan and i know you wil find someone who loves you that deeply. i hate losing a fiend, a person like you but i know i have to let you go. forgive me of you can. god bless you/
u know i saw that cute smile on ur face everytime i met you but i wasn't able to see it from a very long time. please come out of it. this wont take you anywhere. its my last humble request
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